domingo, 9 de junho de 2013

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9/11 SHOUTUOT!!!!! #FF #HEROS #FAMILY #NYC #AMERICA

A big shout out to all the hero’s of 9/11. This Sunday is our 10th memorial of the tragedy that tore our country apart. This event divided religions, races and cast speculation on a lot of people.

First~

Thank you to all our hero’s cruising the planes that horrific morning. Thank you for trying to stop or stopping planes from destroying any more than they did. thank you for putting your life first to save others. A lot of families where torn apart. A lot of souls where lost. Americans came together that morning on those planes and did their hardest to stop the tragedy that most of us where watching on Television. Americans came together to pull people from dangerous buildings falling down and risked their life or lost their life trying to stop this tragedy.

Ten years later we are still suffering the aftermath.

Thank you to all souls looking down from heaven, we appreciate what you went through and we miss you.

Thank you to all service men and women who came in a time of need for days with no sleep to rescue the survivors and to capture any remains to be identified so families could have some type of closure. Thank you for not being selfish and putting your own life at risk.

Thank you to all civilians who either lived in NY or traveled to help.  Thank you for putting in all your time. Thank you for all the donations made to the 9/11 tragedy.

America proved to the world that day and years later that we do pull together as a country. We do care and we are not a selfish country.

This weekend we are on Red Alert due to it being the Tenth anniversary. Apparently someone feels like the “job needs to be done” . I do believe every American, every Armed Force is ready for this if someone is dumb enough to try to fuck with us. America looks for these attacks everyday. I pray we don’t have to watch another tragedy.

My thoughts go out this weekend for every service man in our country. My thoughts go out for those we lost and the families that lost a family member.

Very special thoughts for those families that are still looking for the family or friend that they have not heard from.

I just wanted to say THANK YOU to everyone involved from the heavens to down here in America. I can personally say I love you and I love being American ~ a land where I can be free.

@DirtyIntent @Bear_178 @DrillenHer @J_Smoothsmooth1 @PromoteDatAss @68PLUS1shop @NYMPHO_VIRGIN

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The shout outs help so much! thanks guys!

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WEB PERSONALITY AND THE GIG BEHIND THE SCENES

There is confusion about web personalities, porn stars and adult entertainers. We do not simply get naked for money. We do it because it is a passion.

There is more work involved than what most realize. I am continuously on the hunt for promoters, I am looking for someone to build a simple site but it looks as if that may be back in my hands. I do take my own photos and that is time consuming. I feel like I have my hands in everything sometimes even a big pile of shit but its nothing I was not warned about.

Camming is a love I have and Twitter has made it fun. I meet people that are willing to promote me. My main Twitter @erikaxstacy is used by most to find out my latest happenings @erikaxdreams is still me but I have other projects to work on and I dont want them to collide.

November 5 2009 I knew I wanted to get with a modeling agency and thoughts of porn. That was my first day camming with privatecamz a year later i found Streamate …within a few months I was working at the Day Spa PT and camming mostly.

I have always loved the adult industry. I started at a jizz house “Snapshot Video and News”. I enjoyed the customers that came in to watch booth shows..and then they would walk over to the crack motel and get a 20 dollar hooker. It was a entertaining gig. My best friend worked 3rd shift with me and we would have a blast checking out new videos, old videos funny shit out in the porn world.

I was a jack of all trades at my favorite strip club Pure Gold/Crazy Horse/Dockside Dolls. I would flip from house mom, door girl, shooters and eventually they had me dancing. I met the man of my dreams…just a little sarcasm there and i stopped working period.

I started my manicuring business again. I live on the East coast but never did the conservative North Carolina nails. Most of my clients where very colorful…I attract them for I am colorful myself. I would always stay in trouble for my dress attire ….it was too sexual to work in a “Day Spa”. I was there to service clients and make money. Its a great side gig. I love trade shows and Nail competitions. The competitions turned my nail style into the west coast without knowing it…my business was successful bit i was tired of being coded for dress attire. I always ranked top artist every year and reaped the minor benefits. I was still dress coded. I was looked at as a sexual person which I am.

Brandi Love came to the salon one day and after a few visits I assume she picked up that  I don’t sweat too much and she told me what she did…I didn’t have a PC but was very intrigued by her, She moved away for a while and I always wished that i got more info from her. One day she came back and the first question was “I know I’m big but i want to cam” she gave me some contacts and I bought a NETBOOK..lol yes I cammed from a netbook. Eventually I started investing in real PCs and took on more gigs..I think I shocked her. Every time it seemed like I was telling her about new sites I would find. I get obsessed with my passions. aka Addiction to fun. A customer threatened to buy my label and start using my name so I went and got them. Xstacy is my performer name and Xdreams was just a thought but I knew I wanted to do something with it. I bought six domains.  I had every intention of building my own sites but the first guy burned me and now I’m waiting on the second guy to build a simple fan site. I may be on the hunt for a 3rd person. I know my fans love me so the erikaxstacy.com will eventually be something. I am not in a rush i am straight chilling. Eventually it will be done. I hear women say they cant be in porn forever but you can always be part of it even if that means dropping behind the scenes and getting involved that way.

I have found the adult industry to be a very loving, accepting, brutal industry. There are mass of haters everywhere for everyone.There are jealousy issues and complete misunderstandings.(Until I’m called a bitch then I will straighten face) There are great companies to work for that are well known there are great companies to work for that are just starting.There will always be the scum bags that get a little money from the industry but they NEVER last long.I have viewed this from the outside because I am not in Pornography, I have checked it out, I have sent pictures and waiting on responses. I would love to be the model that does the sexual photo sets. I would love to perform again on stage. i talked to a friend today about this. I would love to be a Dominatrix hard core for the men who love to be a submissive. I would love to act out Erotic Dom shows in front of a crowd. I have put myself out in the industry as far as camming, making acquaintances with some very cool people who started small and I see them work hard every day. I pay attention.  I dont think “Facial Abuse” has been around as long as some but these boys put their all into it. I love watching them and like I said if I never work with them, I will always admire them.

As for now i am working on some crazy projects learning first hand what needs to be done and what I can chill on. Im chilling on life.

I work hard everyday to promote myself. I contact people. I jump off bridges and say fuck it…whats the worse thing that could happen? Whats the best thing that could happen? Am I ready for change? Always.

I keep my looks up and I keep the facial~makeup~pedicure~nail sessions. (I do my own) I add a little feature every month. I am forever changing…staying the same is boring.

Eventually I will meet someone. He better be cool or he has to go. I took a vow no man will ever take me from my world ever again….they always fuck me up then my money. I think back and say damn…I could’ve  had so much more than wasted time.

A an mentioned to me I am a true performer and after that people have joined chat to say the same things then we have the members who think I could have performed better.Members must tell me what you like, I dont mind request in Party Chat..5-30 minute shows we have time..trust me.

Kisses~ Erika

"Chombito020 ~has left the building"

"Chombito020 ~has left the building"

- Erika

To all FANS FRIENDS AND FOES (I wouldnt wish this on my worse enemy)please have a safe Labor Day

Three years ago this weekend my best friend was in a motorcycle accident. There was no alcohol or drugs involved. Troy is a dedicated and dressed Navy Seal. Labor Day weekend of 08 I stayed home because I had a terrible gut feeling. My boyfriend and I fought bc I couldn’t leave my home for the vacation he planned. My boyfriend went and I stayed home.

I got the call.

No alcohol, no drugs, just a busy weekend. 10pm my baby had a motorcycle accident.

No one caught he was internally bleeding. BUSY WEEKEND AT HOSPITALS and him flirting with nurses didnt help. They assumed he was ok…he was not. He left behind a wonderful family, a beautiful wife, 3kids, his lover on the side who was pregnant and me.

(He was a player and Im the players player..as he said everyone needs the joker card to pull and we where always each others JOKER)

I know it sounds mischievous but we had been friends since Vibe Beach..I moved to NC a few years later he was here with me and we ran shit like a Bonnie and Clyde. I peeped his potential girlfriends, interviewed them while doing their nails and go back to tell him what they said and what the intention was. The girlfriends never knew who I was until after they spent a hour or so getting a mani and or pedicure. I could get a lot out of young dumb broads. When he would come back to my shop to pick them up I would say she is a keeper or dont keep her. I would always say “did he not tell you Im his sister?” ~Good times~ I miss being the undercover interviewer.

The only reason why he was married was because he donated sperm. He was the type that feared only two people “POPS AND GOD” He married for the kids sake (twins) Navy Benefits..he couldnt stay away from pussy…..He found a cute side dish. The marriage was coming to a end and he found his side at the end but it wasnt quite over so he was cheating which I didnt agree with but I cant judge because I was dating a swinger..Im  voyeur…pot calling Kettle black didnt work plus being my best friend I love him unconditionally and after he explained to me how “home life” was I agreed with him.

We know secrets about each other that he literally took to his grave and I still hold on to his. We where teens when we did the blood oath~slice hand and shake..yes we where silly~His wife, His girlfriend and definitely his family knows I hold these secrets and I am taking them to my grave. He did it for me. He loved me unconditionally and he was my support as a young single mom. When Troy would come home (my home) he never judged or picked at me. He would say how amazed and proud he is of me for doing everything on my own. In my early 20s I had my kid so I was not living in the best place because I wasnt born with a silver spoon..so living in the “hood” (yes I am a true ghetto bitch..ppl can stop making assumptions I just dont talk hood until pissed, the neck, eyes roll and a fight is nothing but a thing esp being a white girl in the hood..dont call me a wigger bc I will rhyme that word right back and not give a fuck)

That was our difference he was from a small town raised by close family and when we found each other heaven and hell met to join forces…his family became mine (they have no girls) and he took the hood rat out of me..He trained me as I like to say, taught me how to dress and he even took me to a few “events” that I hated…”Troy these people are rich! I hate you for this!” lol lol lol then at night we would hustle a pool hall until 4am or last 3 tables where running.

By my senior year of high school we where roommates…made our life easy. Everyone thought we where brother and sister. Troy was in college (3 yrs older) and he made sure no young man set his eyes on me in the wrong way unless they where a good boy….so there …I didnt date bc he did men like I interviewed women. Troy took me to my prom that we didnt go to…I ran in the prom took a picture because I never dressed up and we left to play a pool tournament. I still have my prom dress that I can actually fit back into (holla!)He came to my graduation.

I gained family from him, they know I’m crazy but they know I don’t fuck around. I do what I say. When emergencies are posted on FB or I get a text/call we are in the car rolling out bc that is what he would do. I fill in his spots now at family events and watch his kids grow. (In a way God may have saved his silly ass bc the two women the actual wife and the lover hate each other..I think its funny and joke with his Dad saying “You couldn’t get him out of this one so his other father stepped in and took him home to save his ass” Pops is still very sad but I can make him smile and knowing I’m still here not going anywhere makes him feel like he did loose his only child but he has me and we have memories that only Pops and I can talk about. We gave Pops grey hair..so that tells you he knows shit we would get into..we where just hustlers and a team but sometimes the team had to turn A~Team style. Blow shit up and run.

 LONG STORY SHORT…..I LOST MY BEST FRIEND, MY SECRET KEEPER, MY MOTIVATION, MY ENTERTAINMENT, MY BIG BROTHER THAT SUPPORTED ME NO MATTER WHAT and sometimes we had the occasional “I’m bored sex”…….all because of a busy holiday weekend on the roads..like I said no drugs or alcohol involved just a accident.

PLEASE BE CAREFUL SO YOU DONT READ OR WRITE ANOTHER LONG BUT ABBREVIATED STORY LIKE MINE

I use this quote every time a bashing goes on~Bitches get under...



I use this quote every time a bashing goes on~Bitches get under my skin

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